And fear tnot them which kill the body, but are not able to kill the soul: but rather fear him which is able to destroy both the soul and body in hell. Matthew 10:28
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Location: Quebec, Canada
Birthday: 7/20/1982
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Interests: Comps, beer, trance, gaming, the search for God
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Sunday, October 24, 2004

Currently Playing
Dummy
By Portishead
Glory Box
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Sup people. Well time for a new blog. Seems my religious choice has affected my friends view of me. Well not really but they love poking fun. But no worries guys, my beleifs dont change who I am and you know that. Also I'm not the perfect Muslim at all. I'm a terrible one, but trying more and more to be a better one. So I guess in a way you could say im still in the converting stage. I just beleive the writtings of the qu'ran more than the bibble or the torah. But no worries Jesus still rocks:)

Well I don't blog as much as before and thats lame. Oh, off topic a bit but Lal's blog today is my insparation to write this piece of shit blog:) God damn lal that blog was long! Funny story:) Well I got fired from my job at Sears that lasted a whole 2 weeks.  I didn't deserve it and it's not 100% certain but it probably is. I got fired because, "not calling in saying I will not be comming to work". Which is false. I called in but the message was never relayed to the proper person. I did what I was supposed to do but there was a office error in handling the msg. They braught me into some room and told me I was being "let go" and when they told me why I was just sitting there smiling saying I did call in. They braught the person in who I called and said yes I did call. So they lady(hr) told me then I might not be fired after all:) But who knows, until I get a call on monday I wont really know. But it's gay. I dont like the job or want it, but I would love to keep it until I found something new. And with the new condo comming money is going to be tight so I NEED a job right now. So we will see what happens. If they actualy still let me go dont be supprised if I end up at another job I dont want to be at. I just need something to make the money I need to make my moving into a new place workout smoothly. Well thats enough for this small blog, will try to blog more, at least a few times a week. ttyl.

PS: I love you Jill, we 0wn:)


Friday, October 15, 2004

Currently Playing
Fallen
By Evanescence
Imaginary
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Well well I totoaly killed my streak(streek?) of xanga posts:( But just been busy with new job, Kinda spend all day in front of a comp now and comming home and sitting down to one kinda....isn't so appealing. But I'll get over it. Got halo 2!! only comes out nov 9!! but the uber lame thing is that it's in french!! all the audio, it's so lame. given I understand the language, but still it's not the same, like watching an english movie in french. You know what the actors sound like but because of the dub overs it doesnt douns the same, have the same affect....doesnt feel real:( So ya, but I can still play the multiplayer just fine but as for the game itself I will wait for a english version...patiently wait...for another week at least. Well the job is going ok, had a ruff start but getting better. Only bitch is the cost of working downtown, parking, train....tickets!!:) But ya, many of the guys that work there I used to work with at HP:) We all left for same reason, pay. Pay is much better hear + benifits. The HP job sucked at pay and had no benifits. I even saw a dude from 3 jobs back:) When I did data entry work for a 5month contract. Small world isn't it:) Was nice to see him again. We aren't buddy buddies but we are good work friends I guess you can call it. The dude is cool and got many same interests and shit:o.

Well it's Ramadan tomorrow and let the fasting beging! It's not about fasting for fasting there are many reasons behind the fasting. It starts on the 9th month of the muslim calander so on our calender the day will always be different, but the just of it is because this is the month that the first words of the Quran where sent down. It lasts a month and is a time where we are supposed to concentrate on family and religion as apposed to our normal everyday lives. Good prayer and spending time with family and not letting outself be concerned about our work and money problems. Let go of our money driven lifestyle and spend time thinking what is truely important in life, our family/friends and most importantly our faith. If you have none then I feel sorry for you and hopefuly one day your path will be reveilved. If this comes as a shock to you about me being a beleiver in the Muslim relogion thats ok, because it was a supprise to me. It just happend, I spent a few months reading into religion about a year back. you know me my mind often drifts off on the oddest things, so I thought to myself, why am I Christian? I like the idea behind it all, being nice and stuff but why am I really Christian. Don't get me wrong I think Chritianity is a great religion but it's not for me. Even though I am Muslim I still beleive in Jesus. What you say...how can I beleive in him if I am muslim, thats because jesus is in the Quran. Only he is seen as a profit, not the son of God. The more you read about the two religions you will find many similarities, form the same ppl like jesus and many angels/saints. Well thats enough on that subject as religion and politics are the 2 worst topic to comment on because someone will always have a difference in opinion.

Well I have been trying to game but been having and on and off 0wnage streek. Actually got my first tripple kill in DOTA:) I'm uber l33t:P But in one game this dude got a 2 tripple kills in a row...like right away! trippl kill!!!*2second pause*tripple kill!!! thats like unheard of:) But ok, I'll let you go back to your lives and have a happy Ramadan...Insha Allah


Wednesday, October 06, 2004

Currently Playing
State of Trance 2004
By Armin Van Buuren
Partynight - Live Oct 3 2004
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Well tomorrow is day one of work and I am really not looking forward to it. It's not the getting up at 7ish to get to work by 8:30 and it's not the pay(this time), it's the fact I need to do damn tech support over the phone. Helping freaking retards over the phone especially when they are a "client" and not an employee is uber different. For an employee you can dick them around sometimes on a issue, and give yourself time to think of a fix, but on the phone they don't let you dick them or give you a chance to think, you better have the answer and you better have it now! Oh ya, keep in mind that you have 15minutes to close every call. No pressure! So there a ton of presure and you are 90% of the time talking to handy caps, and to make matters worse it's Americans. I've done support over the phone with US ppl before, and the myth is true, they are FUCKING retarded. Some aren't, I know a few, and thoes smart one do relize that their Country is filled with idiots. So all in all this job will be kinda lame. Hopefully the train/bus thing works out well. Oh I also got a call today from another company offering me a junior network admin position. Well not offereing but asking me if I was availible for an interview. The price was right and the location was closer, ville saint-laurent. So I'll tell them I am availible right away as I would take any outs from this job I currently have. But I need a job for a few reasons so I will keep this one no matter what until I can find something better.

Well on the bright side looks like a good group of us are down for Clydes on friday night. Pretty much all of us but stan and dre. Stan has no excuse, coffee on a friday night is not an excuse. Coffee is for Wednesdays or something, the weekend is for going out or doing things better than coffee at like midnight on a friday night. There is nothing wrong with friday really, but I could be at like 7-8ish before you go out. But I guess to each their own, just sucks that you gotta be that way. Sucks going out all the time with a good friend missing. And it's not like you group isn't invited to join us, they are more then welcome. Anywho, just got word that we will be having special guests this friday:) Laura and Emily are comming down to join us. Gonna be uber fun. Cheap beer, good friends, good times:) As for DRE he has an excuse he works late and then might go to next and or sleep cuz he works 13hours the next day. But whatever, finaly everyone or most going out to clydes as a group. Need to call Scot and see what he is up to, would be cool to have him there too.

Went shopping for appliaces today and found alot of good shit, good deals and payment plans. Payment plans look like the way to go seeing as it is alot to buy at once. I have been looking around at many stores and find that all the prices are pretty much the same, very competitive. When I eventually go into buy I will bring in "The Deal Master", AKA my father. My dad goes in to buy something and comes out selling something:P. Quote from "Tommy Boy", "Your father could sell a ketchup popsicle on a warm day to a lady in white gloves." I'm not cheap and I am not broke or poor but like all of us I love getting the best bang for my buck. Also walked into BMW today as a potential buyer:P Figured next year I'll look into getting one. If I can just keep my side buisness and a real job I will be way more than capable of paying for it. I was looking at their indroductery car the 320, fully equiped for about 41k. But the bad news is unless I buy it now I have no chance in getting it. Next year they are removing that modle and adding a newer 3 series bmw that will replace it. They don't have a price yet but as for spec's it is definitly better thus the price will go up. The 320 was 34 base(which u cant really get) and with all the shit I wanted it came to 42k. But if this car is better the dude at BMW was assuming a few thousand more in price. Which brings it that much more, which im not sure if I wanna go that high, I'm already pushing my limits of letting myself spend so much money. But I really do want one and will try hard to get one. Also the interest rate on the new model will be uber high the dude says(I know the sales man personaly). Where the old 3 series was at 2% maybe the new one will be at like 7% because they expect the demand to be high and won't be hard to sell. But ah well, we will see when the time comes. Right now thats not what I'm worried about, I'm worried about job and condo first, after that I can think about the future. So my head won't be strainght until let's say sometime Febuary. Ah well, I'm off to bed, this blog is way too long as it is. I hope all goes well at work and it's not too too bad. ttyl


Tuesday, October 05, 2004

Just blogin for the sake of blogin, not bored, and nothing special happend today so ya. But need to keep the streek going. Been looking up train sceduals and possibel ways to get to the station. Will prob ask Jill to drive me then she gets the car. Train is the better way to get downtown because of the retarded traffic, especially in the winter. Just the thaught of traffic in the winter makes me want to kill myelf. Anywho, it's no to bad, runs ok for peak hours, but the thing is my job will be shift work so who knows if it's going to work out well. Well it's 73.50/m for the pass but that (me and womp think) includes all, rain, bus, metro. The good thing is that my building is right at the molson center stop...like right there. It's the big ass CGI building on rener levesque. So thats cool, dont need to take bus or metro downtown.

On my way home from some kinda interview contract signing thing I stoped at metro and picked up one of thoes pre cooked chickens. They are the same price as everywhere else but there is something about the metro ones that suck. I'm sure they have less meat. A metro chicken i can own in seconds but let's say I get one from Lablaws I have to split it will Jill, no way I could finish it all. They look as tasty either. But whatever, picked one up and 0wned it while watching Indian Jones.....the second one. Anywho, thoes movies are l33t, tomorrow I will watch the 3rd. Watch ep 1 the day before so ya. Well no music playing now, I'm kinda tierd and myt head hurts. I've been stressing about this whole job/mortage thing. Just wanna flash into the future a few months from now and be in the damn condo and have everything taken care of. Cuz I got alot fo work to do and alot of money to make and alot of things to sort out in the next few months that my head is going to blow up. Thing that sucks now is I wnna relax but I feel I can't because I need to get Jill at 9:30, so dont wanna fall asleep or anything...but I think I will, enough is enough. Gonna jump in the shower to clean the gell from my hair then off to bed for a bit. Love ya guys...tyyl


Monday, October 04, 2004

Currently Playing
Fallen
By Evanescence
Hello
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Well a new day so a new blog. Man did I just own in DOTA or what. Could have gotten more kills but wasn't aggresive enough. Finished 11-1, 2 double kills and a bunch of unstopables and m m m m m m m m m onster kills!!:) Gamed some CS just before that and again was even in kill/death ratio or just ahead, but I like DOTA better as a game but LOVE to fool with CS. Maybe a LAN this weekend guys? Seeing as I will most likely be working next monday and don't have school on sunday this week(thx giving). But maybe some of you ahve to be with family, thats ok cuz I will have to as well but we could always take a substanence break. Or start on friday and just end it by sunday or sat night. We need to LAN some DOTA and play sw bf multi, supposed to be good. But meh just an idea, but I want to do something, maybe even clydes on friday? Would be cool if we could all agree on going. Love the days when we used to go all the time with a group of 15-20 ppl and get uber tanked. Would be cool if we could that this friday, been a while since I've whiped out the digi cam! Give it some thought.

So anywho got my interview tomorrow, should be fun:) I've been to so many seeing as I quit my job at least 3 times a year, and i've been doing that for like 3-4 years, so ya...in my little time I've seen many interviews:) Hopefully I own tomorrow because the lady told me over the phone I have the job but she needs to interview me for formality. She gave me a mini interview over the phone and thats about it, but will be downtown tomorrow for 3pm...hopefuly:o. Well I assume unless I start trying to eat my own arm during the interview I should be OK. Well on that note I'm kinda tierd and need to take a piss, so goodnight all. This is Ken signing off at a almost normal hour of the night...



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